I am back

Well I am back. I have been sick and have not realy posted since July 2007. There were a few post you may argue but these were reposts of things I had written before. A lot has happened to me,illness, personal loss, and a lot of pain and confusion. And I will share all of that as time goes on. I have taken control, defeated the problem ,gotten better and keep working on making myself even better. I have changed my way of living to insure that I will never get that sick again. I did major damage to my life and hope that I will be able to repair that. I have had time to think of a lot of things. I am going to share some of what I had happen to me and hopefully shed some light on what was going on in my mind. Some of it will be in story form and some in narrative... some I may fictionalize for entertainment reasons. I will however make sure that I let you all know which ones are real life or peeks into my mind or maybe let you figure it out on your own. The reason for this is it all had major impacts on what changed. I want to be able to go forward and survive. Exercising the demons is the only way I know how. So I will let them out and let them run on the treadmill and work out with the weights. If they are good I may even let them use the sauna.
So prepare yourself for more journeys into the mind of a madman.No that is incorect. Very incorrect for I am no longer a madman.
The truth is....
Welcome into the dark recesses of a dark mind. Welcome back to where reality ends.